Well, now that I'm semi over fussing over non-existent issues and bullshit and whatever else my mind has all too willingly conjured up to torture me. I'm going to zoom back into the petty world and say that although at the time I was too troubled by my thoughts too care.. come to think of it.. that was pretty bad.

Urgh.

Now I'm gonna fuss over this.

And it's stupid.

And I don't want to bother with this.

Yet it's gonna stick.

Why did you have to do it?

SO WHAT if ________________________.

Big effing deal.

Yeah.

Whatever.

Besides that.. I just dunno.

I CAN'T THINK.

I can't study. T__T

I need to study.

I dunno what to do.

I like my original plan.

But I don't have the strength/courage to do it.

I hate myself.