Saturday, March 28, 2009

Away time flies.

Bring colour to my life.

Here passes another day, another week, another month of my life. Time flies ever so quickly - it drains away era by era. As one of the more important years of my life, time will pass ever more quickly and I have to remind myself over and over to cherish what time I have. But there is so little time.

There is a constant battle for domination of thoughts in my mind. It frolicks from studies to stress, friendships to relationships, right to wrong and whether I am simply thinking too much. I admit it, I over-think. But that's ok. I guess it's just part of my identity.

Everytime I open blogger it brings a slight pang of pain. It reminds me something I wish could have been. Yet now I begin to question whether it was anything in the first place. I long to be there for somebody. To be a friend to whom others could divulge their fears, their hopes and their emotions. Somehow I just don't quite fit the criteria. But that's ok. I know that no one needs me. Can it be that I somehow need someone to need me?

I cannot think. It is once again too late in the night. All that I can do is sleep. Yet where did all my time go? It ran away, as per usual.

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