I had my uni french exam today!
It had that feeling which I assume is my brain saying 'you ain't going nowhere now'.
So less stress. More dealing with the situation that I am facing.
Good old exam reaction when I am to a certain extent, prepared.

Final exam on weds.
French.
Then work.
Then home.
Then exhaustion, sleep and looking for more work?
Lol.

What if it all doesn't work out?
Then I'm screwed.
There are so many things that could potentially (and have a high potential) to go wrong.
Bleh!
I'm trying my best. I really am.

And amongst all these things.
I try my best to avoid everything that is unpleasant.
Keep a peaceful mind.
Remind myself over and over.
Pushing away what I don't want to deal with.

And the strangest thing is.
When I push one thought out of my head.
Another one pops up.
It's a never-ending flow of thoughts!
Why can't suppression work for me?
Stupid Freud =]

I can't believe it.
I miss psych already.
Haha.
I don't understand how life works. =/
Have I made the right choices?

Am I hiding away from everything that is wrong?
Is it going to come back and terrorise me?
I don't want to face it.