Contradictions.

Sometimes we ourselves do not understand what we are thinking. Yet sometimes we get trapped in a train of thought so obsessively that we can think of little else. Sometimes I wish the world was simpler, yet at the same time I try to appreciate its complexity. So which is true? A world at equilibrium - full of love and hate, light and dark, right and wrong etc.? Or are all these things simply ideas conjured by mankind? Does 'right' or 'wrong' exist only in our world? What is morality to any other inhabitant of this earth? What is morality but something that makes us feel better about ourselves as people?

On a more trivial note. Too bad it doesn't seem like we're juggling time very well. I want to see you.. yet sometimes I don't. Not at the price of your mental state =/ I want to talk to you. Yet it is not an utterly exhausted person that I wish to talk to. There is no point that way. Do you understand? =/ Am I asking for too much? If I am.. then I'd rather ask for nothing at all. But a life devoid of you is a life devoid of living. And what is a life not lived? I'd be nowhere without you.