To Myself

I like it how no one will read my blog here. Why not just write in a diary then? Because I get lazy sometimes and just need something to do on the computer. Anyway, no one bothered to comment my xanga anymore so I might as well blog elsewhere. xP

Do I sound down on things? I dunno. Maybe I am. There's nothing in particular to feel sad about and yet here I am feeling pretty low. But that's just life guys. I can't always be happy because I'm HUMAN. I just gotta chill out and have some time to myself sometimes. Also I need more sleep. But these few days I've been a complete insomniac.. staying up way later than I ought to. It's so bad for me =/

Wish people could stop judging me. Leave me alone!
Wish I could stop judging myself.

Why do I keep doing stupid stuff? I know I'd hate it if it was done to me. But here I am doing it anyway. Does it give me thrills to be stupid? Because that's all it is, stupid. What the hell is wrong with you? Omg. Wtf? Lol. I'm serious. I'm going crazy here. I gotta stop doing this! Screw msn. It's a piece of crapped up shit that makes life weird. Haha. Damn!

How do I want people to see me?
How do I want to be?