Clueless[?]

Oh boy am I SO clueless. I guess I'm clueless about everything in my life. I kind of float from one place to another trying to hit all the right spots that need to be hit but mostly I'm just drifting.

But I guess sometimes I wish I didn't need to be clueless. But then again, there are those times where you're too afraid to clarify something that you'd rather stay clueless, which nevertheless takes its toll.

Stress levels on the rise for all population.

I thought I heard you say something,

but was I just dreaming?

Things might work out better than I expected them too. Of course, there was that terrible period of time when I thought the world was going to crash. Things are better... so far. Certainly the finances aren't so great at the moment. I'm considering writing off my own debt. Which is ridiculous because then I won't be able to achieve my goal T__T

Oh dear. I don't know why I miss you so damn much. It's like that song 'I can't stop missing you...' kinda thing. But who would understand? It doesn't really make sense does it? Though it somehow makes sense to me. Gosh. I don't want you to think I'm pathetic but I'm just so in love with you.

Maybe somehow everything will work out. Compromise?